I’m back!

Hi, everyone!

I know, I know, it’s been months since I posted last.

Since Easter!!! Holy cow!

Well, let me see if I can give you a quick run-down of what’s happened since then.

The rest of April was fine, as far as I can remember. The job and the story were my big points of focus.

At the job – when last I left you, we had a May 1st deadline to get all the paperwork scanned in. Well, more of the ladies on the team joined me in my scanning efforts, so, between the six to eight of us, we got the job done by May 1st.

On May 8th, I started a new position within the company, as a scanner in the cash scanning office. And I’ve been there ever since. It’s frustrating at times, especially when things get really busy, but I really do like it. It keeps me busy.

Over Memorial Day weekend, Mom, Youngest Brother, and I went to visit family in IL. Where I was distraught to learn that, oh my god, they took down Mrs. Taylor’s old, long-standing wrought-iron fence! I was gutted! That fence was a landmark in town, and it was one of my and Gina’s more somber moments in our lives. I was so upset.

During that same weekend, the high school opened its doors one last time for one last tour before they were going to tear it down. My mom and all her siblings attended and graduated from that high school. But, right at this moment, the town has a brand new high school. But it was really amazing to see the old high school where my mom and aunts and uncles went to school. Mom knew most of the rooms, and even some of her old teachers were there to help with the tour. It was really cool.

June – I don’t remember much that happened during the month of June. It was just the start of summer.

July – I got a 4 tb external hard drive for my new laptop, and had a scare with it. For whatever reason, I could not access it anymore. I was freaking out, because I’d already transferred everything onto it – my music, my photos, my videos, my writing!! I was so depressed. But it turned out, all I needed to do was update my USB drivers.

In July, the world lost a great musician, Linkin Park’s lead singer Chester Bennington, to suicide. That one hurt more than losing Chris Cornell earlier in the year.

Also in late July, Younger Brother visited for a couple weeks from Georgia. It was great to see him again, and to hang out with him again. We went to a baseball game, and it was tons of fun.

August – not much happened in August. Same old, same old.

September – Over Labor Day weekend, the whole family (myself, Mom, Dad, Older Sister, Younger Brother, and Youngest Brother) all met up and went up to Chicago to watch a Chicago Cubs game. It was AMAZING! We were seated along the third base line. Rene Rivera hit a grand slam, and Gary Sinise led everyone in singing “Take Me Out to the Ball Game” during the 7th inning stretch.

Mid-month, my tendonitis flared up again. This was the worst it’s ever felt. All my wrist braces were in storage (more on this in a bit), so I had to go out and buy another one, which helped immensely. After about two and a half weeks, the pain went away. So I’m brace-less now, but I think perhaps today, it flared up a little bit, so I’ll probably have to wear the brace again at least for tomorrow.

October – I’ve been to Las Vegas. I’ve visited the Mandalay Bay Hotel. So the massacre in Las Vegas really hit me hard, too. And Keith Olbermann had a chilling factoid in a video he put out about it – the Las Vegas massacre was the 272nd mass shooting in the US in 274 days. That’s almost one mass shooting a day all year! The shooter was a domestic terrorist. He was! Call it like it is!

I just….I don’t know.

*quiet for a long time*

But the biggest thing that’s happened since Easter was….we’ve been trying to sell our house.


At present, we have put an offer on a house about five minutes from our current house, and the offer was accepted. And we have an offer on our current house, which has been accepted.

Here’s where it gets all haywire.

The house we might be moving into has orangeburg piping. And the current homeowners knew that, but put ‘no’ on the disclosure form when asked if there was any orangeburg. Plus, they had gotten a letter from the city back in August 2016 saying that they had orangeburg piping, and that it needed to be remedied before any repairs could be done on the street outside the house. So. The current homeowners are on the hook to get the orangeburg fixed before we move inn.

If we move in.

Here’s the other rub – the prospective buyers of our house put a contingency in place that they had to sell their house first before they would be fully committed to buying our house. But their house is half the size of our house – only about 645 square feet; it’s a two bedroom, one bathroom house. And they are asking about $100,000 for it. Whereas we are only asking about $120,000 for our house.


So, the prospective buyers have until October 31st to sell their house. If they do not sell their house, they either have to remove the contingency from their offer, or else we’re walking away. From everything. We will not be buying the house we have an offer on, the prospective buyers will lose our house, and we will be taking our house off the market and will not be moving, period.

Reality has sunk in pretty quick that, most likely, we will not be moving.

So. Ta da! Most likely, we’re staying in this house!

So that’s what’s been going on with life in general.

Story-wise, there’s been a lot going on. More songs to the soundtrack, more scene ideas, more characters. And there is going to be a sequel. Yes, you heard that right – there is going to be a sequel!

So. There you go.

I will try to keep up with blog posts from now on; not leave you hanging for so long.

I’ll try to do better next post!


Happy Easter!

“He has risen from the dead, and he is Lord….”

Happy Easter to all!

I thought I’d post a cartoon, to celebrate. Might make this a yearly tradition now as well.

This is Tom and Jerry, featuring the little duckling known as Yakky Doodle. The cartoon is called “Happy-Go-Ducky.”

You’ll have to click the link below to watch the cartoon.

Tom and Jerry – Happy-Go-Ducky

Have a wonderful Easter Sunday, all!


April start, and stuff

First of all, Happy April Fools’ Day.

What better way to celebrate than with a song? A song by the greatest trickster of them all – Maui!

Yes, I’ve finally seen “Moana.” It’s a great movie, with a great message, and great music. I love Moana; Auli’i Cravalho does a fantastic job with her. And who knew Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson could sing?!? Certainly I didn’t! But he’s good at it!

Today should start the spring warm-up in Iowa. At least, I certainly hope our cold snaps are over. The warm-up would make me feel so much better; I’ve still got a lingering cough and cold from being sick this past week.

At least it’s sunny out today here in Iowa. We literally haven’t seen the sun for weeks. What was it Older Sister said the weatherman said? Out of the past 200+ hours of the past week or so, only one hour of those 200+ hours was sunlight. One hour of sunlight!

So, thank you, Lord, for the sunshine!

I got back to work on Wednesday, and had to use the sit-down scanner in order to scan the work that needs to be done. Now, that was nice, because, well, duh, I got to sit down.

But, in all honesty, I prefer the stand-up scanner.

The sit-down scanner, I’ve found, has a bad habit of shutting itself down whenever it damn well feels like it. And when that happens, I have to restart my entire system to get the scanner to run normally again. I can’t just exit out of the scanning program and get back into it. No. Doesn’t work that way. I have to restart EVERYTHING.

Not conducive to the work that needs to be done. There are over 275 boxes of paper files still left to scan. Currently, I am the only one doing the scanning of the paper files. There is a deadline of May 1st to get this project done.

On a good day, I can get eight boxes scanned – that’s a box an hour. Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, I was lucky, LUCKY if I got five boxes done each day, at the sit-down scanner. And, because I was out sick Monday and Tuesday, and I am the only one scanning, scanning got backed up – I have at least twenty boxes sitting there, waiting for me for next week already. And there are still plenty of boxes coming.

We’re not going to meet the May 1st deadline if I have to continue to use the sit-down scanner.

By contrast, using the stand-up scanner, I had no problems with it whatsoever. I could feed ream after ream of paper into it, no problem. It never jammed, it never shut itself off, it never gave me any trouble. That’s how I was able to crank out eight boxes a day. The only thing I had to do with the stand-up scanner was to make sure to calibrate it at least once a day.

Another team was using the stand-up scanner all week this past week. But it really irritated me, that they were doing so, because they would maybe scan for ten, fifteen minutes a pop, and then disappear for two hours, then come back and scan for another ten, fifteen minutes, and then disappear for another two hours. All the while, they remained logged in on the stand-up scanner, so I couldn’t log them out to use the stand-up scanner. So I was stuck with the sit-down scanner.

So I e-mailed younger Michelle, along with Carla (the supervisor), and asked them if there was any way I could have exclusive access to the stand-up scanner in order to complete this project. Didn’t hear back from either one of them yet.


But, you know, whatcha gonna do?

So I guess I’ll just have to suck it up, and make do.

Plus, somebody took my cart. In order to put the scanned boxes back in the warehouse on the pallets, I need a cart to transport them. Well, somebody took my cart, which would hold about ten boxes at a time. So now I’m back to using a cart that only transports four boxes at a time. I was so mad.

Anyway. Work is fine, aside from that.

And that’s about it. I don’t have much else to say at present.

I’ll try to do better next post.

For the man I love, and a trio of Tunes for Tuesday

So, at the start of this video, I say that I was ‘under the weather.’

That was an understatement.

This was a week in the making. Last week, I started having trouble yawning, as in I couldn’t catch a deep enough breath to properly yawn. So I was feeling pressure on my lungs, and that felt awful. By Thursday last week, I started to develop a cold and cough. By Saturday, I began to get splitting headaches and body aches. By Sunday, which is when I put together the speaking portions of this video, I was feeling all of that and was somewhat dizzy at the same time. Monday morning, I started throwing up. So Mom immediately took me to the doctor. I tested negative for influenza (well, I did get a flu shot last fall). Best the doctor could diagnose was both a respiratory bug and a stomach bug.


I’m still home from work today. I’m going to see how I feel in the morning, as to whether or not I go to work tomorrow. Hopefully I can, but we’ll see.


This is that video I’ve been going on about, for the man I love.

And I think I’ll just let it speak for itself.

The three songs herein are: “Last Solstice of the 70s” by Miranda Lee Richards; “Mount Washington” by Beth Orton; and “Searching to Live” by Lennon Murphy.




Happy listening.

Friday Monty Python Funny

So, this is another example of my sense of humor.

My dad was and remains a huge, HUGE fan of Monty Python. So growing up, we kids watched it all the time. Certainly we didn’t get most of the jokes as kids, but whenever we watch episodes now, we’re rolling. (And while I’m on the subject of British comedies, “Absolutely Fabulous” is another great, great one, sweetie darling! I have yet to get that on DVD; it’s waiting in my cart on Amazon.)

I have practically the entire Python collection on DVD, to wit: the 16-ton megaset (which is the entire TV series, plus extras), “Monty Python and the Holy Grail,” “Life of Brian,” and “The Meaning of Life.” I used to have “Almost the Truth: The Lawyer’s Cut” on DVD, but I don’t anymore. Maybe I should get that again.

But, anyway, in my humble opinion, it doesn’t get any better than the following episode. (I believe this video has German subtitles, but they really don’t detract from the video at all, so just watch it and enjoy.)

This episode features an odd “Face the Press” segment, the “New Gas Cooker” sketch, the “Ministry of Silly Walks” sketch, and the ever-popular “Ethel the Frog” examination of the violent reign of the notorious Piranha brothers, Doug and Dinsdale.

Don’t forget about Spiny Norman….

“Dinsdale? …. Dinsdale? ….”

For the record – Graham Chapman was always my favorite of all the Pythons. Don’t know why. He just was.

“Dinsdale? …. Dinsdale? ….”

Enjoy! And Happy Friday!



Okay. This is what happens.

I suffer from mental illnesses. And I will for the rest of my life. There is no cure. There isn’t anything I can do to “snap out of it.” There isn’t anything I can do to make it go away. There is no magic pill or magic combination of pills to make it go away forever. And, in all honesty, no amount of talk therapy will take it all away, either.

All I can do is manage it as best I can.

I’ve been back on the salt for a week now, in combination with the wellness and the calm.

While I am not 100% back to normal….everything that was getting me down has been alleviated.



I am no longer drowning in that turbulent emotional sea that I had been in before.

No, if anything, it’s more like I’m adrift, safe within a life raft now, on a slightly calmer sea. It gets quite choppy every now and then. And the sun tries to come out from behind the clouds. Sometimes it breaks through, sometimes it doesn’t, and sometimes it almost does.

Well, it’s certainly better than drowning.

Once again, I came very close to saying those five words: “I can’t do this anymore.” Which, if you recall, I have found is my equivalent of saying “I want to die.”

But I’m not in that place anymore.


I suppose that’s as good a start as any.

Speaking of starts….

Now that I’m back on the salt, that also means I’m back to twice-a-year blood draws to check levels.

My first blood draw is first thing in the morning tomorrow morning.

Oh boy.

Here’s hoping they get it with the first stick. Because I do not want to be stuck again.


In other news, I’m currently working on a video blog post, for the one I love. If all goes well….well, we’ll see what happens.

But more on that when we come to it.

That’s all for now.

I’ll try to do better next post.


Hi, everyone.

Wish I had a Friday Funny for you.

But I don’t.

Sorry about that.

In other news, yesterday’s appointment with Doctor went over just fine.

I am currently on the wellness and the calm.

And I am now officially back on the salt.


Hopefully, that’ll help.


It’s going to be a long night.

Because I have a feeling I’ll be awake the whole rest of it.

Oh well. At least it’s Friday. Can sleep in on Saturday and Sunday if I wish.

Thought I’d just post some images of melancholy.

Just because.














Okay, so that last image isn’t so full of melancholy after all.

Call it my image of perpetual hope, then….

I’ll try to do better next post.